God speaks to you , you just need to listen to that voice.
To listen to that , you need to be pure, serene, relax, free from every lust or desire. God speaks to you through your own heart and everyone has the tendency to resist or oppose that voice with your own mindset or perception or conjectures.
The day you listen to that godly voice , your heart and mind will reach a unanimous decision and move together. There won't be any doubt or cris-cross at any point and you won't need to think about the pros and cons of the subject. You'll be tension free and will feel like flying out of the world. The purity of god will make you godly . But that voice is not easy to hear as people are enemy of themselves only. They are occupied by selfishness , hypocrisy, cruelty, etc. The day you free yourself from these bad traits which are buried deep in you, God will listen to you and speak to you. You will have to realize , what is important , your black voice or the white godly voice.
The day you realize this , none can stop you from achieving your goal or desire.
You just need to focus on the godly voice and follow that direction only and you will be blessed by yourself.